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This is it. The last week of my last summer vacation. I don't know, I'm gonna miss stuff like this a lot, but I kinda can't wait to back to school too. It's finally my senior year. Part of me honestly wishes that it wasn't. I'm not ready to go out into the world. I act like I'm ready and I got my shit together, but in truth I'm terrified......

there are other reasons why I'm already a little stressed. I mean, I finally have classes with my friends again, and was able to take classes I wanted, so that's not really it. It's my sisters freshman year and I'm worried about her. For various reasons. Then there are other matters, people who I know I'm going to face again, and others who I fear will return. The former I think I may be able to deal with, the latter...... Not so much. 

Either way, here's to the last week of my final summer vacation~
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Another con

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Why is it that I only update my journals when I get back from a con? xD
Either way, this time it was Anime Midwest, which was amazing. I cosplayed as Break again and was the only Break at the entire con. Thus, lots of pictures (and compliments on my costume (Thank you Kate!!!)) ensued. It was really a great thing to be there with my best friend and little sister. Ill definitely be posting pictures later. Also look out for some writing, since my muse finally returned!
 
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So, I was at Acen, which is the biggest anime con in the Midwest, for the past three days. It was a blast! I cosplay end as Fem!Break for the last two days and got so many compliments, all thanks to my master seamstress of a friend. The panels were all either histarical or very well done, or both. We ran into friends of ours all three days, and met new friends as well. All in all, it was the much needed break from reality I so desperately needed. It's almost a shame I have to go back to the real world tomorrow, but finals are in two weeks and then summer break, as well as anime Midwest. However, in all of this, I realized something....

A long time time ago, when I first became part of all that I am now, I was a very conservative person, always worried of what others would think of me. It may not have seemed like it, but I was really concerned with how others saw me. So, when I started cosplaying, becoming part of this world, it scared me. I was frightened at even the thought of cosplaying, or anything deviating from the norm. But, in the last few weeks I realized that things have changed. With all the praise and love I got at the con, I really realized for the first time that what I am is nothing to be afraid of. My love of cosplaying, my shipping of same sex couples, my writing fan fiction as well as my own origonallity work, it's nothing to fear. I shouldn't hide behind the mask and blindly follow society's guidelines just because no one ever deviates without being ostracized a little. If anything, my differences are to be celebrated, even if I lose the support of some people. And if people leave because of things like that, they really don't matter that much anyway, do they? 

No longer will I hide who I am, but show my true self when I can, let them stare and jeer, all that matter are those that accept you.
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No, seriously. I know I'm not he most active person here and that's because I'm just really backed up on life. But, seriously is anyone ever there any more? Does anyone even see what I post or am I talking to myself now? I think that's one of the reasons why I don't post anymore. I never get any feedback. No, I'm not trying to be an attention whore or anything like that, I'm just starting to wonder if anyone's even listening or if I'm just an island here....
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To Every Guy

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To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...

To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...

To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...

To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...

To every guy that said he would die for her...

To every guy that really would...

To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...

To every guy that cried in front of her...

To every guy that she cried in front of...

To every guy that holds hands with her.

To every guy that kisses her with meaning..

To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...

To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...

To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...

To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...

To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...

To every guy that would give his seat up...

To every guy that just wants to cuddle...

To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...

To every guy who told his secrets to her...

To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...

To every guy that believed in her dreams...

To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...

To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...

To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...

To every guy that gave his heart...

To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last".

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy"
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